TW/
Homophobia
Anxiety
abuse

Just want a place to vent, so I am living for 19 yrs with a homophobic father and he always throw insults at me like im sissy or i act like a gay person because i act like a wimp and indifferent around him (I HATE HIM THATS WHY). As a child living w/

this piece of shit became so traumatizing and degrading for me. I have been forced to throw anti gay slurs on people for HIS own satisfaction. being homophobic is JUST ONE bad trait of him. He engrave on me the thought of men are always superior than women and being gay is a sin

Everyday my mom my sister and me receive verbal abuse from him. And there was that time when i gained courage to speak up for the rest of the family to call him out, but then he just twisted my words making it look like it is my fault and that we deserved all of it.

My anxiety has been normalized in this household for quite some time. It affected so much on how i live my life. I hate living in this patriarchal home.

So yea... If i ignored some you or stopped talking to you, im sorry but its just me. Thats who i am. My close friends know

that about me. That i prefer to be alone at most times. I hate big settings and talking to alot of people causes exhaustion.

Anyways thank you for listening to my ted talk.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">

2020 NA LEARN TO BE PROGRESSIVE! DONT BE LIKE MY DOUCHE BARBAROUS BOOMER DAD

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