can people recommend something I can do simply to feel good about myself? kind of fed up of feeling peak misery.
i absolutely f—d up today, but it was so expected with how i& 
#39;ve been dealing with new restrictions and how few spoons i& 
#39;ve had anyway.
want a fresh start tomorrow.
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                        
                        
                        and i know - i& 
#39;m going to have to reluctantly engage with therapy again, to get me through the next six weeks.
it& 
#39;s hugely beneficial but it feels way more like a crutch to my mental in restriction than self-care did, while i wait for psych care.
but i& 
#39;m just not quite doing ok.