also everyone is inferior to me and don& #39;t deserve me
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        somehow all the friends I& #39;ve had perhaps one exception were just a lot more stupid than me I feel like?
Am I seeking dummys or am I drawing dummys is the question
                    
                                    
                    Am I seeking dummys or am I drawing dummys is the question
                        
                        
                        Maybe I liked my dumb friends coz I was able to feel superior their stupidity was giving me what I was looking for huh
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        sounding like a psychopath right about now im just kidding.
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I guess it& #39;s the "girl looking for ugly friends" thing but slightly turned over but that would actually mean I think of myself as stupid and need the gratification or something?
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        or it could be as simple as having two of me would be impossible to keep a friendship
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        but rly I& #39;m just bored and babbling about random shit right now to pass time I guess I& #39;m good at talking to myself.
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        pain
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I like to imagine ure watching me but everyone sleeps at 3:20 am I& #39;m still a bit delusional
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I& #39;m so impulsive sometimes
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        u don& #39;t realize how much time u spend with people everyday until they are gone soo bored
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I keep on making my twitter ugly well I& #39;m finna delete this shit anyway or idk doesn& #39;t matter if I delete it or not but my autism ticks want me to have a smooth looking profile
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I wonder if my vents create/created arguments I lowkey worry about that still but I guess it& #39;s just interesting
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        what to do till 5am
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        and yeah if u visit my profile its ur own fault I just realized
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        ok not really I do check profiles without much control over it too
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        well today is kind of a good today I feel kinda chill
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        not as delusional as past days atleast
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I wrote today instead of day im stupid
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        how is my follower count still at 11 by the way they must& #39;ve deactivated all my shit by now
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        being calm + deluded is kinda scary though lmao
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        sigh 56 more minutes to go
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I& #39;ve been in this thread for 1 hour 10 minutes now it did feel relatively like less
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                    
                    
                
                 
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