Thread by @enayessa, tw // suicidal thoughts, mental illness, intrusive thoughtsrating the ways i cope [...]

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tw // suicidal thoughts, mental illness, intrusive thoughts

rating the ways i cope with intrusive thoughts

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whispering that i want to k1ll my5elf repeatedly

•concerning for everyone around me
•makes me feel worse
•happens way too frequently

1/10

opening https://twitter.com"> https://twitter.com and posting one character and then closing the app

•fun
•people spell things (educational)
•harmless

8/10

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hitting my head with my fist

•it hurts
•too noticeable
•doesn& #39;t help

1/10

finding my closest friend and making small talk

•social
•distracts me
•no one suspects

9/10

flopping my hands around

•odd
•could accidentally hit someone
•sometimes people join in

5/10

avoiding eye contact with everyone

•antisocial
•could hurt feelings
•might bump into things

3/10

saying bruh once and then going back to what i was doing

•not funny

0/10

talking to a friend and being overly flamboyant and overusing "yass" and "bestie"

•social
•they join in
•a bit funny

9/10

thinking about it more

•feel guilty at first
•reassured that i won& #39;t do it though
•the thought leaves eventually

8/10

humming the bass part in laudate dominum

•i can do it
•religious
•counts as choir practice

6/10

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