So, for the past few weeks I& #39;ve been going through a bit of an identity crisis, questioning myself. After going through a bit of a tumultuous time, experimenting with my looks, and especially after talking to a friend, feel I can say this with a ton of confidence

I& #39;m transgender

Admittedly I& #39;ve only been questioning myself for less than a month

And I& #39;ve only recently felt huge dysphoria over my current gender.

But I feel I care so much more for myself since I started questioning that, I really don& #39;t wanna go back to how I was before.

Not caring about my appearance, barely grooming myself outside of smell, God, and now I love myself and my body so much more than I ever have been. Even now don& #39;t mind the bit of pudge I got despite me thinking otherwise before.

Also a big help: while I still got it, feel less anxiety than before this whole thing, so that& #39;s very good, and think that& #39;s a sign this is definitely who I& #39;m comfortable being \o/

Alongside also putting on some feminine clothes, a stuffed bra, and a wig and looking at myself in the mirror and just

Getting so much euphoria from my appearence, God. Just genuinely loving myself more than I ever had in my entire life.

...also writing this thread all at once and showing that friend some sketches I made a couple days ago of female me and they said I was such a good giant girl and those pics were me and not an r63 me anD MY GOD I WANNA JUST CRY IN EUPHORIC HAPPINESS AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">

...so yeah, think that& #39;s proof enough for me :V