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so recently if you havent realised i& #39;ve been pretty moody and just mope around aimlessly so i managed to do some research about my behaviour for the past month and so...
and i took all the symptoms and how people normally cope w/ them and i made a little checklist for myself and uh...
(note: the 2nd one doesnt apply to me so i censored it out)
(note: the 2nd one doesnt apply to me so i censored it out)
i mean its kinda concerning to see how... i make up most of the things on that list... being clingy towards my best friend... addiction to idv... constantly daydreaming in class... etc etc.
i mean you can say its part of my adhd, but is it really?? is it????
i mean you can say its part of my adhd, but is it really?? is it????
so... yeah! im fine rn but every other time im not. ahaha.
i... i really dont want to tell my parents about this... i dont know, i just dont want them to worry for me more than they already are...
see, thats why i feel like i have that problem. because i cant tell my parents.
i... i really dont want to tell my parents about this... i dont know, i just dont want them to worry for me more than they already are...
see, thats why i feel like i have that problem. because i cant tell my parents.
im not going to vent further because if i do i& #39;ll end up plunging myself into another pit of mental issues; i& #39;ll dip now...
welcome back to me adding to this thread (well its more of a vent)
p sure my irl friends can see this but ig its about time i say smthn
p sure my irl friends can see this but ig its about time i say smthn
whatever i stated above ^^ is classified as anxiety. and also its just me self diagnosing im probably not even right.
recently my best friend got into a r/s. shes really into it rn and im happy for her. but as days and days pass she seemed to grow more attached to her s/o and we ended up talking to each other only for like 5 minutes a day when before this it was hours of school days.
i cant help it, but feel a bit selfish that im a bit jealous over their relationship. well i dont want an s/o or a r/s, i just wanna be with her again like bestfs always do. but im just scared she& #39;ll think im trying to break her r/s so i mainly kept shut about it.
and then before this i basically lost all my irl idv friends cause i got too engrossed in ranking and other online friends, and it just made me realise i& #39;ve placed myself in such a bad state im not close to any of my irl friends anymore except for her.
