I have to eat dinner with my family tonight https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clown face" aria-label="Emoji: Clown face"> I will be gaining some food weight

I was already eating snacks I’m going to end up over 2000 cals https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clown face" aria-label="Emoji: Clown face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clown face" aria-label="Emoji: Clown face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clown face" aria-label="Emoji: Clown face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clown face" aria-label="Emoji: Clown face"> with being said will be taking lax tonight

ughhh I don’t want to eat I just lost 1.3 kilos I’m about to gain it right back bro lmao I hate it here I make progress and lose it god

I won’t eat it but my dad bought the food for me so I’ll have to eat it or I’ll feel bad :///

to maintain supposedly I’d have to eat 2886 cals I haven’t exercised today so I will so I’ll feel less bad

I really don’t want to exercise today I’m just going to have to gain and not weigh myself tomorrow I feel like crying lmaooo this thread is so chaotic my thought process is a lot and I’m starting to cry

I’ve had 1130 cals and I’ve burned about 250 and that’s 880 if I walk around my room for a bit I can burn those

I will walk until the foods ready