first my father ofc who else would i have to think for my amazing daddy issues, let’s see:
1. was never present actively in my life
2. can’t remember the last time he showed me affection
3. i moved away for uni and he hasn’t texted me since it’s been 6 months :/

i miss him and i love him so fucking much but all he’s ever done is let me down and i feel guilty about hating him over something petty like not loving me how i want to be loved because he’s stressed out about providing for us :(

idk how to stop resenting him at the same time i can’t confront him because i’m scared of him and also cuz my family doesn’t do that brb gonna continue this thread