i have a friend who likes me who i have been tragically borderline in love with for... 5ish years... but he won& #39;t admit to himself that he likes me even though i& #39;m almost positive.... we interact with each other completely differently to everyone else & when he describes his

"type" it is LITERALLY all of my traits and attributes??? but he has convinced himself long distance doesn& #39;t work so he refuses to even try https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clown face" aria-label="Emoji: Clown face"> I HATE HIM

literally everyone he knows is like "you like her lmao" and he just goes "nah you& #39;re crazy guys xDDDD" while telling me and only me all his secrets and saying he has cried about thinking of his life without me in it ok dude

worst part is... he is the /one/ for me. I have been in relationships with other people in the past 5 years and even loved other people, but no one makes me feel how he does and i don& #39;t think anyone ever will. But i& #39;m cursed to remain in his friendzone forever cus he won& #39;t try :)